Wednesday, March 3, 2010


filled with too many light airy empty places.....
i think i'm finally understanding what is happening to me
i have given up on my childish, yet beautiful ideals and am looking torward to the everyday.... the many i told you so's playing over and over again... taunting me.

can we ever see. truly see
can i ever just accept im not made for love..
not romantic long lasting love
it will never have it but i keep pushing for it
like it will save me...

but i know it won't...
i just keep pushing ... and giving and taking
i cannot do it anymore....

i wont

ahhhhhhh it is freeing to let go of some thing that never
really existed..... only in my heart and mind....

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